Tomorrow I take my turn at 14.5. I am scared out of my mind . Thrusters and burpees for time . How on earth am I going to do this ? I literally was up half the night stressing about it. What my plan of attack will be, how long will it take me , can I even do it ? I want to do it and finish so bad that it is almost like I am psyching myself out . I need to finish this for myself. It is a scary thought to think that you are literally the only thing that can hold you down. There are no other factors – its just me. What a scary thought.
Plus last time I did thrusters, I think it was only 45 lbs. Not to say I can’t do 65lbs, but I got a feeling it is going to be a struggle. A big struggle. Burpees on the other hand, yes, I can do them, yes, they take me forever, but at least I know I can physically do them.
What I really need to do is get out of my own head, you know what I mean? Ugh.
Gotta Keep Swimming.
This is going to be a big week for me, I just hope I don’t let myself down.
Wish me luck, I am going to need it!
Less Thighs More Thunder 
Good luck. You got this!